Eat it while it's hot
My head is not full of thoughts that I can not grasp the ideas.
Not like that.
My head is actually plain, white, kind of empty expect the thought I am having at that moment, but somehow my stream of thought will just simply break or rather fade off and replaced by another one.
I think I can not hold one thing too long. I am not very persistent. I need to make good use of things, my things, fast. I need to make use of it while it's still fresh.
Fresh is the key. My thoughts, interests, do not last very long. So i need to write my thoughts out fast or complete the thought fast. Close the thought before it drift somewhere else. As for my interest, I need to act fast too. I want to make it my habit before I got bored, got lazy, got scared and stop.
The kay is fresh.
Act fast and make it solid. It is one of my quality. If I can not improve it, change it better, I will work with it. I will improvise. 上有政策，下有對策. Since it is how I am, I will play by the rules. I will make myself act faster, and catch up with my changes.
This can connect to my previous understanding about myself, that I need to have challenges for me to stay awake. Changing the big environment, going to US and coming to China, give me a chance to start over. That is what it is, start over. I have the chance to meet new people, make new impression, start fresh. I always want to go back to my childhood with my memories and thoughts right now. Going to a new environment is sort of the dream comes true, in a modified form.
But my personality of getting lazy and forgetful still holds here. I need to get my goals, my visions straight and make them a habit that I will keep doing or working toward FAST! Or I need to keep reminding myself. Making a list is a good way, but I like to check those To-Do off my list too. So I would be tempting to write down more short-term things on the list. As for the long-term ones, I will put them on post-it of my computer. It will be there and I will see it, always.
It's all about freshness.
Not like that.
My head is actually plain, white, kind of empty expect the thought I am having at that moment, but somehow my stream of thought will just simply break or rather fade off and replaced by another one.
I think I can not hold one thing too long. I am not very persistent. I need to make good use of things, my things, fast. I need to make use of it while it's still fresh.
Fresh is the key. My thoughts, interests, do not last very long. So i need to write my thoughts out fast or complete the thought fast. Close the thought before it drift somewhere else. As for my interest, I need to act fast too. I want to make it my habit before I got bored, got lazy, got scared and stop.
The kay is fresh.
Act fast and make it solid. It is one of my quality. If I can not improve it, change it better, I will work with it. I will improvise. 上有政策，下有對策. Since it is how I am, I will play by the rules. I will make myself act faster, and catch up with my changes.
This can connect to my previous understanding about myself, that I need to have challenges for me to stay awake. Changing the big environment, going to US and coming to China, give me a chance to start over. That is what it is, start over. I have the chance to meet new people, make new impression, start fresh. I always want to go back to my childhood with my memories and thoughts right now. Going to a new environment is sort of the dream comes true, in a modified form.
But my personality of getting lazy and forgetful still holds here. I need to get my goals, my visions straight and make them a habit that I will keep doing or working toward FAST! Or I need to keep reminding myself. Making a list is a good way, but I like to check those To-Do off my list too. So I would be tempting to write down more short-term things on the list. As for the long-term ones, I will put them on post-it of my computer. It will be there and I will see it, always.
It's all about freshness.
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