Explore the world, explore the self

My head is not full of thoughts that I can not grasp the ideas. Not like that. My head is actually plain, white, kind of empty expect the thought I am having at that moment, but somehow my stream of thought will just simply break or rather fade off and replaced by another one. I think I can not hold one thing too long. I am not very persistent. I need to make good use of things, my things, fast. I need to make use of it while it's still fresh. Fresh is the key. My thoughts, interests, do not last very long. So i need to write my thoughts out fast or complete the thought fast. Close the thought before it drift somewhere else. As for my interest, I need to act fast too. I want to make it my habit before I got bored, got lazy, got scared and stop. The kay is fresh. Act fast and make it solid. It is one of my quality. If I can not improve it, change it better, I will work with it. I will improvise. 上有政策，下有對策. Since it is how I am, I will play by the rules. I will make myself act faster...

I did Huka the first time in my life today! It's not as special as I thought it would be. It's just smoke with a little sweet smell. I went to 後海 with some BNU students for a Jazz bar first, but it was packed! So we decided to go to a ordinary bar, but that turns out not what we thought. That's when we end up in that nothing special bar... Talking, drinking and Angela, Norman and I were doing Huka. I tried to imitate them, and also tried to make loops or other stuffs with the smoke. I actually did successfully make a fairly firm smoke circle^^ hell yeah! Then it snowed! Only for like ten minutes, but we were all pretty excited. We ran out of that bar after Alex shouted to us that it's snowing. I didn't bring my camera because I thought we were going to club... but no worries. Other ppl took plenty of photos. They will put them on facebook, and I will get those then. It might be my last time seeing those ppl. Time goes so fast! A lot of my friends are leaving. But go...

I think the reason why i like Mac is because I am not a artistic person. I love the way Apple computer looks. All the applications and themes and the settings are so beautiful. After seeing the time table or just calendar 小三 made, btw the day heading was beautiful but not too much, just 随笔画出来, it dawns on me that I can't do that. Or rather that I DON'T do these kind of things. I do not do this little thing to make my life more beautiful, more pleasant. So I like Mac. I like how it is good looking and makes me happy when I use it. It is something I would like to do. Be more creative and make my life richer!